Starting Over, What’s Ravn up to?

Greetings from my hideaway.

I am such an asshole. My sincerest apologies for dropping off the face of the earth once again.  I keep getting ‘likes’ on this page and I notice that there is traffic here.  I miss blogging so much, and I didn’t realize that my little prepper blog got so much attention. I suppose there are not many prepper blogs that come from a transgender perspective.

I had a realization today that for me I’m not prepping for when SHTF, because shit has hit the fan for me in the present. I need to get my ass in gear now.

A few updates on what has been going on in my life without getting into too much detail:

  • June, moved back to my college town, worked full time at a homeless shelter
  • July, went through a painful break-up (relationship of 6yrs)
  • Fall, started EMDR for my complex PTSD–it’s going well, healing and growth however is painful.
  • Fall, issues at work, interpersonal issues with coworkers,
  • Winter, quit full time job due to too much passive aggression among co-workers
  • January, I turned the big 30!

  • January, got hired on the spot at the same Foundation I worked at in the town before at the branch here.
  • February, working only part-time, hours are not being met, learning frugality.

I reached some fitness goals too. I can dead-lift 225lbs, and I weigh only 132lbs. I reached my cut goals and my lifting goals.

I’m lifting heavier than I ever thought possible. I go to the gym 5-7 days a week. I’m now working more on endurance and flexibility—what good is strength if you can’t have agility, dexterity, and stamina?  My goal for this year is to be able to touch my toes. (Damn short hammies!)

I lost my health insurance when I quit my full-time position, but I did qualify for MNcare insurance.  However, I was in an insurance purgatory for a bit where I needed to pay for my scripts out of pocket. My health insurance starts next month and I will get reimbursed from the pharmacy.  I am hopeful that within the year I will get bumped up to a full-time position and have more hourly stability on the job. Meanwhile, my finances took a huge dive. It made me really learn how to manage my money and where it goes.  It’s these sorts of things that people don’t seem to understand that prepping is all about—-preparedness for anything–that includes job loss, illness, job change, etc.  I had plenty of food stored away this month and managed to only spend about $70 for food (You can do so much with potatoes).

In 4 months my lease is up and I well be venturing forth into finding a place of my own—no roommates. I need my own place.

I’ve been doing a lot when it comes to taking care of myself.  I feel like a loner most of the time now, but it’s given me time for deep introspection and reflection.  Along with counseling, I’m putting the pieces together of my fragmented sense of self. When it comes to prepping, I want to take a holistic approach and have all bases covered. It’s not just about stock-piling a bunch of stuff and doing bug-out drills. To me, Prepping is becoming self-reliant and learning to truly depend on yourself when you can’t depend on anybody else.

It’s so hard to trust anyone in this world, but I can trust myself to get my needs met and survive.  I do long for community someday. But right now, I need to get my shit together.

Thanks for reading,

Ravn Thor

The Transgender Prepper



Ravn lives!


It appeared as though I had fallen off the grid (I wish!) but I can assure you I’m still here surviving in this bizarro world.

The past 6-7 months or so have been very tumultuous in my life. I suppose you could say I took cover in my bunker and went underground for awhile.

For now I am just going to touch base and inform you fellow preppers/readers that I’ll be back in action in the coming days with more regular posting.  This week, stay tuned for a post updating what I’ve been up to, my prepping plans, and future plans.

I want to thank those that have reached out and touched base with me.  Sometimes we all need a little motivation. I had no idea how many folx were reading my posts and were hungry for more. It feels good to be told that my writing has been helpful and to let other queer and trans brothers and sisters know they are not alone.

If you have any questions and want to send me a message about any suggestions for future posts and topics you’d like to hear my perspective on, by all means, get in touch!

Back from the bunker

Keeping the Mind Sharp

Good evening,

Last week I stumbled upon a really fascinating podcast and blog.

You Are Not So Smart

The central theme of You Are Not So Smart is that you are unaware of how unaware you are. There is an old-and-still-growing body of research across several disciplines with findings that suggest you have little idea why you act or think the way you do. Despite this, you continue to create narratives to explain your own feelings, thoughts, and behaviors, and these narratives – no matter how inaccurate – become the story of your life.

You Are Not So Smart is a fun exploration of the ways you and everyone else tends to develop an undeserved confidence in human perception, motivation, and behavior. I hope by reading it and listening to the podcast you’ll rediscover a humility and reconnect with the stumbling, fumbling community of man trying to make sense of things the best we can.

On my 12+ hour total road trip last weekend I listened to quite a few of these casts and found them to be invaluable. When I get paid next month I intend on ordering the books too.

Critical thinking skills are among the many skills one needs in order to survive and thrive in this world. This podcast is definitely a sharpening stone.

Until next time,
Ravn Thor



Climate change, why is this even a debate?

When it comes to discussing climate change, too many people in positions of power will start off by saying, “Now I’m not a scientist but…”

Donald Trump believes that “nobody really knows” if climate change is real or not.

The fact is that 97% of climate scientists, along with the U.S. National Academy of Sciences and more than 30 professional scientific research societies, agree that climate change is happening because of human actions and that we are in serious trouble if we don’t do something about it.

97% of climate scientists that have dedicated years of study and expertise in this field are not ‘nobody’.

There’s a certain ideology that is present within many climate change deniers. Anti-Intellectualism :

Anti-intellectualism is an attitude that minimizes the value of intelligence, knowledge, and curiosity. Anti-intellectuals believe that science, expertise and “book knowledge” are less valuable than “street smarts” and “common sense.” They also believe that they don’t have to read anything about a field of knowledge before dismissing it with their own “theories”.

What is anti-intellectualism

  • Believing that academics or experts (even in their fields of expertise) aren’t worth listening to because they lack “common sense” or are “out of touch.”
  • Believing academics are “others” and have little concern for the common people. (One must wonder why they are in academia, then.)
  • Pushing conspiracy theories around places of higher education.
  • Believing academics are “elitists.”
  • Believing academics promote “sinfulness” or moral degeneracy.
  • Going with your gut over the advice or studies performed by various experts, because you see it as superior.
  • Not understanding or checking the arguments of experts before dismissing them.

They try to come off as skeptics but in reality they are just denialists. Pseudoscience and antiscience pose as if they are legitimate or hold equal footing.

In a previous post I discussed the topic of the media.  In a lot of ways I find media responsible for legitimizing the spread of pseudoscience and antiscience under the guise of “balance.”  However, this quest for ‘balance’ actually only create false balances.

How is it that 97% of scientists agree that global warming is real compared to 3% of scientists (who, by the way, are employed by the oil industry or through the “think tanks” those industries fund), hold any sort of balance to each other? When the media gives equal airtime to them it makes it appear as though they do.  This is dangerous because it creates bias.

Journalistic Balance as Global Warming Bias

Creating controversy where science finds consensus

One study analyzed coverage of climate change in four influential American newspapers (New York Times, Washington Post, LA Times and Wall Street Journal) over a 14-year period. It found that more than half of the articles discussing climate change gave equal weight to the scientifically discredited views of the deniers.


There is a difference between Climate and Weather.

The difference between weather and climate is a measure of time. Weather is what conditions of the atmosphere are over a short period of time, and climate is how the atmosphere “behaves” over relatively long periods of time.

So just because it was -25 degrees and snowed 2 feet in your neck of the woods doesn’t invalidate the fact that climate is changing and getting warmer.  Warmth increases water vapor into the atmosphere which therefore spells a recipe for unpredictable and violent weather patterns such as an increase in snow fall, stronger hurricanes, and so on.

How Climate Science Became Politicized

“It’s the trend that I find in some ways the most disturbing, because in the end, the climate system doesn’t care whether you’re a Democrat or a Republican,” Leiserowitz told LiveScience. “It’s not like the floods are only going to hit Democrats and not Republicans or that the droughts are going to impact liberal farmers and not conservative ones. In the end, we all will suffer together and in the end, we’ll all have to solve this together.”

What are some things we can do?

On a macro level, weaning off of fossil fuels is in our best interest. It would grant us energy independence, protect the environment, supply an infinite amount of energy, and investing in greener fields such as solar and wind  would create more jobs.  There needs to be a tax on carbon emissions:

from an economists’ viewpoint, is that fossil fuels impose costs on society — “externalities” — that users do not share. These include the increased health care costs that result from fossil fuel pollution, or the infrastructure costs that are likely to result from rising sea levels.

“Taxes on externalities are not inconsistent with the free-market system,” Knittel says. “In fact, they’re required to make the free-market system achieve the efficient outcome. This idea that a pure free-market economy never has taxes is wrong.”

Some things we can do on a micro level would be to make a few changes in our lifestyles.

  • become informed, educate yourself
  • Be mindful of water waste, collect rainwater, etc
  • grow a garden
  • walk more, carpool, public transit
  • when you leave a room turn off the lights, turn off the furnace when going out, etc
  • eat less red meat, support farmer’s markets, eat local produce when you can
  • Vote for policies that ensure the protection of the environment
  • Waste less, recycle more

Preppers do quite a bit in becoming self-sufficient and sustainable. Having self-sufficiency, sustainability, and self-reliance is very empowering.  I have dreams of living off-grid and fully self-sufficient.  Little by little I hope to make that happen.

The climate impacts the whole world and is already starting to show it’s effects.  Climate change is not a question of faith, because whether you believe in it or not it’s still true.

Until next time,

Ravn Thor

“We abuse land because we regard it as a commodity belonging to us. When we see land as a community to which we belong, we may begin to use it with love and respect.”

-Aldo Leopold







Mega Media Reflection Post

Pour yourself a cup of coffee because this is going to be a thorough post!

“The Media.”  “Fake News.”  “Alternative Facts.”   Media is a huge part of our everyday lives. It’s how we communicate and share ideas. It’s how we stay up to date on what’s going on in the world.  From painting in caves,  harking in the town square, writing manuscripts, printing press,books, magazines,radio waves, television, internet, social media, etc–media is all around us and it is a lens through which we look through but also a mirror we look into.  I believe becoming extremely media literate is a crucial skill to learn as a prepper and  a way for us to stay empowered.


This is one of my favorite Onion satires.



In 1983, 50 corporations controlled most of the American media, including magazines, books, music, news feeds, newspapers, movies, radio and television. By 1992 that number had dropped by half. By 2000, six corporations had ownership of most media, and today five dominate the industry: Time Warner, Disney, Murdoch’s News Corporation, Bertelsmann of Germany and Viacom. With markets branching rapidly into international territories, these few companies are increasingly responsible for deciding what information is shared around the world.

The internet for awhile was a way to break free from corporation owned media, however, this has drastically changed.  Little by little several online news sites have slipped into being owned by a small faction of media conglomerates:

In raw numbers, 80 percent of the top 20 online news sites are owned by the 100 largest media companies. Time Warner owns two of the most visited sites: and AOL News, while Gannett, which is the twelfth largest media company, owns along with many local online newspapers.

According to Pulitzer-prize winning journalist and former Dean of the Graduate School of Journalism at UC Berkeley, and writer of the book The New Media Monopoly, Ben Bagdikian, describes these media conglomerates as a “cartel” that holds enough power to drastically influence to change U.S politics and social values.  Bagdikian believes this is a huge threat to democracy  because it narrows choices and takes away a full spectrum of information and perspectives from voters.

(list of sources on this topic from the PBS article)

Who Owns The Media?

Do you like graphic novels? Manga, comic books, etc?  Then I have a perfect book recommendation for you that dives right in to the history of Media and it’s various nuances. The Influencing Machine is a book I read in my WGS class called Media and Diverse Identities  back in 2014. The Influencing Machine looks into the issue of why we distrust the news and how it’s always been this way.  Gladstone rejects the notion that we are being controlled by the media. The main idea in this book is that the media is a mirror, rather than an “influencing machine” because we, the consumers of media, directly construct, filter, and respond to what we watch and read. Here is an excerpt and here is a book review.

Here is a link to a 3min video introducing this book!

In a book review from The Guardian:

“Gladstone’s central thesis is that we get the media we deserve: it doesn’t control us so much as pander to us (her title is a reference to the delusion suffered by some schizophrenics that an outside entity is putting certain dark and possibly shameful thoughts in their heads when, in fact, those thoughts originate in their own minds). So it’s up to us to acknowledge our own complicity. This isn’t a get-out-of-jail-free card for those who work in the media. Journalists, she believes, are too prone to running with the pack and sometimes craven and afraid (not for nothing did the US authorities decide to embed reporters during its adventures in the Middle East; terror and gratitude made the early headlines better than they should have been). Human beings are all prey to unconscious prejudices, and reporters no more or less than anyone else.”


Both of these books hold very valid points and make strong arguments.  Does the media influence us or do we influence it?  My take is that it’s both.

The 2016 Oxford Dictionary Word of The Year is


an adjective defined as ‘relating to or denoting circumstances in which objective facts are less influential in shaping public opinion than appeals to emotion and personal belief’.

What gives the most ratings? News that appeals to emotion. It doesn’t matter if something is factually true, if the ‘alternative facts’  feels true, then it must be true! At least to the consumer. So since ratings = money, and outlandish rage-media makes the ratings sky rocket, then the consumers are influencing the media to pander to them, which in turn regurgitates back onto consumers and those who aren’t thinking critically.

Critical thinking is one of the most important skills to have. The arts, humanities, sciences, and so forth are all modes of which to nurture critical thinking skills. It’s alarming that funding for these are being cut.


According to this very thorough piece in Wired Magazine, we don’t live in a “Post-Truth” era, but an era of internet enabling bullshit:

 FAKE NEWS ISN’T just Macedonian teenagers or internet trolls. A longstanding network of bogus “think tanks” raise disinformation to a pseudoscience, and their studies’ pull quotes and flashy stats become the “evidence” driving viral, fact-free stories. Not to mention President Trump’s tweets.

These organizations have always existed: They’re old-school propagandists with new-school, tech-savvy reach. They’ve been ginning up so-called research for everyone from shady corporations to anti-LGBTQ groups to white supremacists for decades—they’re practiced, and their faux-academic veneer is thick and glossy. Which makes them harder to brush off than your garden-variety liar. “Fake think tanks use a mix of selected truths, half-truths, and downright fabricated stuff in order to manipulate people,” says Massimo Pigliucci, a philosopher at the City College of New York and author of Nonsense on Stilts: How To Tell Science from Bunk. “We don’t live in the age of post-truth. We live in the age of internet-enabled bullshit.”

Many of these “think tanks” are propagandists that spread disinformation. Many tend toward hate:

There’s the white supremacist National Policy Institute and Jared Taylor‘s New Century Foundation; the anti-LGBTQ work of the Family Research Council and American College of Pediatricians; and a whole slew of anti-immigrant groups. Three of the biggest—Federation for American Immigration Reform, the Center for Immigration Studies, and NumbersUSA—are intertwined, sharing a founder and funder in white nationalist John Tanton.

It’s not just right-wing, but there are plenty of misinformation spread through left-wing circles also.

In a lot of ways, it’s hard to tell which is fake and which is legit. This is because these think tanks have done a most excellent job at being a mimic.  One way I used to discern from fake and legit news sources online was to look at the web address. I figured if it ended in a .org or .edu those are trusted sites.  They used to be, but now these think tanks coopted those too, according to Heidi Beirich, director of the Southern Poverty Law Center’s Intelligence Project. “Now some of the main hate sites are dot-orgs.”

How is this allowed to happen?  Well, these sorts of things are not regulated and in fact are tax exempt.

“…think tanks don’t have a regulatory agency. Many—NPI, EPI, ACPeds, CIS, the New Century Foundation, FRC—are even tax exempt, registered as 501(c)3 non-profits like most legitimate think tanks. “So they’ve been able to convince someone at the IRS that what they do is educational,” says Donald Abelson, a political scientist at the University of Western Ontario who studies think tanks. “And the only time the IRS gets involved is if they violate 501(c)3 regulations by showing overt partisanship.”

Even mainstream think tanks only just following this rule, finding loopholes in the tax code for partisan breakaway organizations like the Center for American Progress Action Fund or Heritage Action for America. “The term ‘think tank’ has become so diluted over the years,” says Abelson. “It has created additional space on the American political landscape for these types of organizations to emerge and gain notoriety.””

The way these think tanks and media content creators have become so powerful is because algorithms have become weaponized:

“Think-tanky white supremacist organizations have generated enough material that a search topic like ‘black on white crime’ is dominated by their propaganda. That’s what happened to Dylann Roof, and how Trump ended up tweeting those false statistics.”

Their content plays well on social media. “Misinformation and fake news triggers hot cognition— it bypasses your focus on accuracy and goes directly to your feelings,” says Joseph Kahne, a professor of education at UC Riverside who studies engagement with media and politics online. “If the misinformation confirms their prior policy position, they are far more likely to say its accurate.”

Which these organizations know, and exploit. “There is one basic reason why CIS is influential,” Camarota says. “It’s that there’s nobody else criticizing immigration in a thoughtful way. It’s like we’re the best hockey player in Ecuador.” When you carve out a niche supplying confirmatory information you know people are looking for, it doesn’t matter if you’re right or not. And that extends beyond arguments happening on your uncle’s Facebook feed, because appealing stats and buzzwords are politically expedient, too.

How do these websites become mainstreamed so to speak?

Take for example the website Breitbart (I’m not going to link it).  This was known as a fringe “alt-right” bullshit site. However, by aligning themselves with a political figure making their way up (Trump), Breitbart has become legitimized as one of the most read conservative websites online. Steve Bannon, who was the executive chair of this website, is now the Chief Strategist and Senior Counselor to the President. Disturbingly, he now has a seat at the table on the National Security Council.  A man, who has NO experience, in National Security. A man with known ties to white supremacy will now be calling the shots on National Security.


A white nationalist is now in charge of authorizing the secret, legal, targeted killings of American citizens (and others) without due process; Call your representatives to publicly oppose this!!

While the world was (understandably) focusing on the immigration executive order, a quieter – but equally disturbing – plot was developing.

Quick background: the National Security Council (NSC) is a federal council comprised of important high-level government officials including the President, Vice President, Secretary of State, the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, and Director of National Intelligence. The NSC’s primary job is to use this broad expertise to advise the President on national security matters and assist in carrying out security directives.

Yesterday, the President removed the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff and the Director of National Intelligence from the NSC. He replaced them with Steve Bannon. Bannon has no government, intelligence, or high-level military experience; his experience is leading a propaganda outlet (Breitbart News) that peddles nationalist and white nationalist viewpoints.

This would be deeply concerning in and of itself. But one of the jobs of the NSC is to oversee a secret panel that authorizes the assassination of “enemies of the United States Government”including American citizens. These targeted killings are fully authorized by law under the Congressional military authorization act following 9/11. There is no trial, no due process, and no public record of the decision or the assassination itself.

Just to recap the absurdity: the President of the United States has appointed a known propagandist, nationalist, and white supremacist to replace the highest military advisor in the country on a council that authorizes secret, legal, targeted killings of American citizens (and others) without due process.

What You Can Do:
– Call your Senators and Congressperson this week and demand that they publicly and legislatively oppose Trump’s appointment of Steven Bannon to the NSC.
– Spread the word about this news to your networks, since this is not getting a lot of coverage right now



Thanks to social media and the internet, anyone can distribute information.  With instant upload a story can go viral in minutes without any fact checks. According to  tech entrepreneur Oliver Luckett, 

human emotion has become the editor-in-chief of today’s news, and that to steer us away from misinformation, fake news, and opinion masquerading as fact, it will require a concerted effort in social responsibility – something that we may not be capable of en masse.

We need to remember to keep our feet on the ground when an intense headline hits the web.  These headlines are meant for clicks.  How can we weed through all this bullshit? How can we ever know what we know to be true?  All of this feels so overwhelming!

I’ve been doing a lot of reading on how to discern between what’s bullshit and what’s fact. A couple books I’ve been reading:



All three of these books are amazing in that they get us to examine ourselves and the world around us, why we believe what we believe, how it came to be, and how to critically think.

Here are some powerful key quotes from Demon Haunted World:

“One of the saddest lessons of history is this: If we’ve been bamboozled long enough, we tend to reject any evidence of the bamboozle. We’re no longer interested in finding out the truth. The bamboozle has captured us. It’s simply too painful to acknowledge, even to ourselves, that we’ve been taken. Once you give a charlatan power over you, you almost never get it back.” -Carl Sagan

“I have a foreboding of an America in my children’s or grandchildren’s time — when the United States is a service and information economy; when nearly all the manufacturing industries have slipped away to other countries; when awesome technological powers are in the hands of a very few, and no one representing the public interest can even grasp the issues; when the people have lost the ability to set their own agendas or knowledgeably question those in authority; when, clutching our crystals and nervously consulting our horoscopes, our critical faculties in decline, unable to distinguish between what feels good and what’s true, we slide, almost without noticing, back into superstition and darkness…” -Carl Sagan

“The dumbing down of American is most evident in the slow decay of substantive content in the enormously influential media, the 30 second sound bites (now down to 10 seconds or less), lowest common denominator programming, credulous presentations on pseudoscience and superstition, but especially a kind of celebration of ignorance.” -Carl Sagan


“If we can’t think for ourselves, if we’re unwilling to question authority, then we’re just putty in the hands of those in power. But if the citizens are educated and form their own opinions, then those in power work for us. In every country, we should be teaching our children the scientific method and the reasons for a Bill of Rights. With it comes a certain decency, humility and community spirit. In the demon-haunted world that we inhabit by virtue of being human, this may be all that stands between us and the enveloping darkness.” -Carl Sagan

Here are a few key quotes from The Invisible Gorilla:

“Beware of memories accompanied by strong emotions and vivid details—they are just as likely to be wrong as mundane memories, but you’re far less likely to realize it.” – Christopher Chabris

“Incompetence causes overconfidence.”
― Christopher Chabris

Because of these uncertain times I’ve been interested in potentially starting a newsletter, podcast, vlog, and so on.  But more so I’m leaning towards making some form of physical media that I can mail.


In that WGS class on Media and Diverse Identities we had an assignment on making our own Zine.  It was one of my favorite assignments in college.  I’m considering making more zines and keeping a mailing list.  Privacy, net neutrality (which is a later post) are all being compromised.


We can be certain that we don’t know everything and in this day and age with instant media at our fingertips it is more important than ever to know thyself.


Why I feel so strongly about prepping, part 3: Healthcare


So, here I am continuing my reflection series.  I needed to do some serious self care this week. I had not been sleeping, and I’ve been fighting some form of infection.

The first executive order as Dictator of the United States was to dismantle the Affordable Care Act (AKA Obamacare).

The order pushes Trumps favorite idea to
” allow insurance companies to sell policies across state lines — by encouraging “the development of a free and open market in interstate commerce for the offering of healthcare services and health insurance, with the goal of achieving and preserving maximum options for patients and consumers.”

Health care should not be a capitalistic endeavor. Our lives and health are not commodities to buy, sell, trade, to whichever gives us ‘The best deal’ or whatever.  Health care is a human right.   Scandinavian models of healthcare and Canadian models of healthcare I believe are a direction we should be going. Universal healthcare.  A major con I hear about  it is raising taxes, and people not wanting to pay for other peoples healthcare.
First of all, how much money are we paying to kill people over the ocean? How much money are we paying to bail out banks at our expense of health and well-being?  If a majority of our tax dollars go to killing people and bailing out corporate entities, I see nothing wrong with tweaking it to benefit the citizens of this country. A healthy country with access to basic human needs allows us to not only grow to reach our full individual potential, but to also grow significant progress that benefits the whole. I’d be happy for my money to go toward investing in our health rather than investing on killing people over seas to benefit oil companies or bailing out big corporations/banks.

However, a healthy country is an aware country. A healthy population is difficult to control. Health and awareness are things this new administration is not interested in it’s population having.

Trump plans to eliminate 25 violence against women grant programs as way to cut spending

This is just cruel and unjustified. Considering it’s Trump, I’m not surprised, but that doesn’t make me any less angry. Throwing half the population under the bus to save a few dollars is not leadership for the people. It’s selfishness and cruelty and PULLS US ALL BACK.  Countries that have more equality for women are countries that are in a much better place socio-economically and so on. Norway is one of the most equal countries in regards to gender.

Gender equality is important in its own right.

Development is a process of expanding freedoms equally for all people—male and female (Sen, 2009). Closing the gap in well-being between males and females is as much a part of development as is reducing income poverty. Greater gender equality also enhances economic efficiency and improves other development outcomes. It does so in three main ways:

•First, with women now representing 40 percent of the global labor force and more than half the world’s university students, overall productivity will increase if their skills and talents are used more fully. For example, if women farmers have the same access as men to productive resources such as land and fertilizers, agricultural output in developing countries could increase by as much as 2.5 to 4 percent (FAO, 2011). Elimination of barriers against women working in certain sectors or occupations could increase output by raising women’s participation and labor productivity by as much as 25 percent in some countries through better allocation of their skills and talent (Cuberes and Teignier-Baqué, 2011).

•Second, greater control over household resources by women, either through their own earnings or cash transfers, can enhance countries’ growth prospects by changing spending in ways that benefit children. Evidence from countries as varied as Brazil, China, India, South Africa, and the United Kingdom shows that when women control more household income—either through their own earnings or through cash transfers—children benefit as a result of more spending on food and education (World Bank, 2011).

•Finally, empowering women as economic, political, and social actors can change policy choices and make institutions more representative of a range of voices. In India, giving power to women at the local level led to greater provision of public goods, such as water and sanitation, which mattered more to women (Beaman and others, 2011).

Furthermore, gender equality benefits all the sexes. There is so much propaganda and rhetoric spewed around. I could write an entire essay of the ways gender equality benefits men, women, and so on. I spent the last 4-5 years studying gender and sexuality in college, I know what I’m talking about.

Cutting those programs for women hurts us all and does not make America great.

The attack on Women’s reproductive health by trying to defund planned parenthood is also another thing that’s going to hold us all back. This impacts poor women, rural women, women of color, all women.  Planned Parenthood has been around for 100 years and has saved many lives through cancer screenings, std testing, and yes abortions. The Religious Right’s attack on women’s bodies is not about saving babies. It’s about controlling women’s bodies, and our sex lives. This is a good 2 part video series that dives into the Religious Right’s obsession with attack women’s health care.

Mad Max: Fury Road–Let’s all have each other’s back. No one gets left behind.

In my first few posts I wrote about preparing for the inevitability of losing my health care.  This is very close to pretty much happening.  So what am I going to do?

I have made plans on moving back to my college town in Minnesota.  This last November,  Minnesota judge overturns state ban on transgender health coverage.  A transman friend of mine moved to the Twin Cities and said that he is on their state insurance.  I am in a few groups on social media for lgbtq in MN and I asked if healthcare there would be safe. Some are saying that they think so.  If I move to MN I would have guaranteed access to trans health care.  I’m still trying to figure out what I’m going to do about mental health care.  That saved my life.

I’m also planning on growing my own medicinal herbs and making my own medicines.  I exercise pretty regularly and eat healthy majority of the time (aside from the occasional treat every now and then).  During this time (the next four years) I am choosing to abstain from alcohol to keep my head clear.   Staying on top of my health and body is a way for me to resist and a way for me to stay empowered.

I also will be stocking up on condoms, and day-after-pills for my friends.  I have a feeling that it’s only a matter of time before all of this is gone, and we are told by our government that we are only to have cis-hetero-missionary-position-vanilla-sex when married to the ‘correct gender’ for the sole purpose of baby making.

This new administration has so much more in common with ISIS than people care to admit.

If you think I’m exaggerating and that such a regressive religiously backed government regime cannot happen here, look at these pictures:



Iran 1970s, women were scientists, doctors, etc
Iran 1970s

It wasn’t until I made a friend at college who was from Afgahnistan that I learned about this. She told me about how things were before the Islamic Revolution. I felt really betrayed by my country due to my ignorance–I was never taught about this in schools. Instead I was taught to fear the middle east. They never taught me about how in the 50s, 60s, and 70s, women were leaders, scientists, doctors, scholars, etc.

This is a great book to read about it, especially if you like comic books, this is an authentic voice coming-of-age memoir. Really great. There is also a movie too:

I’m also a little worried that what was supposed to be dystopian fiction has now become something more of a training manual:

So in closing, our health care channels for so many of us are going to be cut. Medicare and Medicaid may very well disappear.  We need to fight this in every way we can, but in the mean time, we need to find ways to survive too.  Keep your bodies full of hearty food and your minds clear.  I’ll keep my pantry stocked with extra helpings.

Until then friends,

Ravn Thor

“Nolite te bastardes carborundorum. Don’t let the bastards grind you down.”

-The Handmaid’s Tale


Why I feel so strongly about prepping: Part 2, Food and Water


In this part of my reflection series I am going to discuss my concerns surrounding our food and water systems.

Under the Trump Regime, he promised to cut FDA regulations:

“The FDA Food Police, which dictate how the federal government expects farmers to produce fruits and vegetables and even dictates the nutritional content of dog food. The rules govern the soil farmers use, farm and food production hygiene, food packaging, food temperatures, and even what animals may roam which fields and when. It also greatly increased inspections of food “facilities,” and levies new taxes to pay for this inspection overkill.”

Supposedly he has flip-flopped on this issue, as it disappeared from his campaigning website, according to Mother Jones.

Many conservative or libertarian types applaud this kind of bravado mainly because they do not want the Government telling us what to do and that the government should have as little influence as possible. While I can see and understand such sentiments, applying it to this situation is completely invalid.  This is all twisted up with loaded language and manipulation using plenty of missing key information in his statements.

This is why we need Food Regulations:

Foodborne diseases cause approximately 76 million illnesses, 325,000 hospitalizations, and 5,000 deaths in the United States each year.

If any of our regulations became lax or lifted, that number will go up.

According to Warrie J. Means, Ph.D,Associate Professor and Extension Meat Science Specialist in the Department of Animal Science at the College of Agriculture and Natural Resources at the University of Wyoming:

Food regulations were developed based on sound scientific principles to decrease the incidence of foodborne illness and death.

This has NOTHING to do with a supposed “nanny state” narrative that conservative talking heads and pundits want to push.  They push that to instill a knee-jerk reaction in order to hijack critical thinking skills. Don’t let anyone think FOR you.

It’s important to know what the hell you are putting into your body.  It’s completely valid to demand standards for the kinds of foods you buy at the grocery store. As far as Trump’s example of the FDA dictating the nutritional content of dog food(as a means to minimize or try to somehow make the FDA seem ridiculous): What the hell is wrong with that? I don’t want my dogs eating ground up leather bits and literal garbage that will make them sick!  

Tying this back to my main point of why I feel so strongly about prepping: We need to be food secure and know what is in our food and where it comes from.

I highly support the local foods movement, organic farming, and so on.  Shop at farmers markets, learn how to grow your own food and preserve it, learn how to forage for edible plants, perhaps hunt for your own meat or get your meat from someone you know (local farmer/rancher).

If we have a healthy body, we have a healthy mind.


Water. Our bodies are about 75% water. Like every living entity on this planet, we need water to exist.

What happened in Flint, Michigan is an example of a SHTF (shit hits the fan) scenario.

Fracking and unregulated oil and gas corporations putting pipelines under rivers and fracking near water deposits and spilling oil on farm land(which can’t be farmed ever again) has been contaminating various peoples water supplies.

Pipeline spills are contaminating water supplies.

There is an ongoing battle between the people and oil corporations putting profits over health, safety and our basic human rights, not to mention breaking treaties.

I swear, the whole #NODAPL situation is like an episode of Captain Planet.

We are in a very real water crisis right now. Whether it’s drought like in California or risk of contamination or corporation monopolizing our life source, it’s a very real crisis with implications beyond just water. It impacts our food system as well.

All of this sums up to the conclusion that our WATER SUPPLY IS IN DANGER.  It’s URGENT we start stockpiling filters, water, capture/filter rainwater, and so on.

I do not want to be completely unaware while my mind and body get poisoned by lead or carcinogens.

This also concludes that the government is not for the people anymore (maybe for certain people). It’s for corporate interests. Unregulating corporations and recognizing them as ‘persons’ comes at the cost of ACTUAL HUMAN BEINGS and DEMOCRACY.  I do not believe businesses should be able to exploit workers and steal our life-sustaining resources. We are more than our labor. We are more than cogs in this capitalistic machine.

This is not going to change anytime soon. Big Oil has it’s crude, slimy, insidious tentacles tangled up in the economy, military industrial complex, foreign policies, and more.

“Control oil and you control nations; control food and you control the people.”
-Henry Kissinger

(Water can definitely be applied to this quote too).

In closing, I firmly believe that our food and water systems are compromised and that it’s only a matter of time before a drought or a Flint Michigan happens in your neck of the woods. I will leave you with this article that came out today that the Bumblebee is on the endangered species list. Without bees to pollinate we will have no food.

Until next time, prep on!

“You don’t choose the times you live in, but you do choose who you want to be, and you do choose how you want to think.” – Grace Lee Boggs